It's been a year
I started my job as a homemaker, a full time mom, a housewife last April 23, 2016. That was the first day of me being jobless.
I was praying for this moment for a long time, and God gave me a chance to fulfill this dream. But when it happened, I get this mixed emotions of being happy, sad and worried at the same time.
We are having financial issues for a loooong time, and this is the only way out we could forsee, to move out of Singapore get our CPF pay for those tons of loans and debts we've had and start a new.
Starting a new is really hard. For a first time housewife, it was a struggle. I was losing patience most of the time. With 3 boys, that are two toddlers and one with special needs. What would you expect.
It was not easy but it was not all hardships, cause these boys are sooo sweet and fun to be with. But of course I had to deal with their tantrums and whining, and I had my own share of mood swings and lazy days.
I am still learning alot of things. At time I felt so low that I was unhappy, because I dont have a money of my own, I felt I dont have the right to want something. But I guess that was part of the adjustments.
I pray for more patience, more love and more self control, and a change of heart. It was a roller coaster ride, and I am afraid of heights but I will try to conquer that fear.
Thanks be to God!
Ciao
Good afternoon here!
I was praying for this moment for a long time, and God gave me a chance to fulfill this dream. But when it happened, I get this mixed emotions of being happy, sad and worried at the same time.
We are having financial issues for a loooong time, and this is the only way out we could forsee, to move out of Singapore get our CPF pay for those tons of loans and debts we've had and start a new.
Starting a new is really hard. For a first time housewife, it was a struggle. I was losing patience most of the time. With 3 boys, that are two toddlers and one with special needs. What would you expect.
It was not easy but it was not all hardships, cause these boys are sooo sweet and fun to be with. But of course I had to deal with their tantrums and whining, and I had my own share of mood swings and lazy days.
I am still learning alot of things. At time I felt so low that I was unhappy, because I dont have a money of my own, I felt I dont have the right to want something. But I guess that was part of the adjustments.
I pray for more patience, more love and more self control, and a change of heart. It was a roller coaster ride, and I am afraid of heights but I will try to conquer that fear.
Thanks be to God!
Ciao
Good afternoon here!
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