Finding my passion
Have you ever experience, trying out things you wanted to do. Starting it right, but you left yourself hanging in the middle, until you forget about it and try something new..?
I don't know how to explain it, but I have that habit of trying out a hobby, starting it, being soooo into it, then due to unforseen circumstances or due to another interest, I just stopped, and leave it all behind. Hah! Soo hard to express it, let me just give you an example... I tried to do scrap booking when I was still single.. good thing I was able to at least finish a scrapbook of me and my then boyfriend (now husband) and gave it as a gift for our anniversary.. I promise to put some more photos after, but then I stopped. Fast forward to me having my first kid, here I go again, creating a scrap book, finishing half of it, then stopping. I don't know.. maybe I get too engage in other things, kdrama, american series or whatever.
I also tried, planning, personal planner, kikki k stickers etcetera, wasted loads of money but then stopped, when I moved here in Melby. I wanted to try it again, but now I'm back into blogging. I spent money too in make up for I wanted to try to become a free lance makeup artist... then again, same thing happens...
This time, I wanted to try to do something I love and I can continue to work on.. I wanted to find my passion. I am now thinking of a musical instrument I can study that would be suitable for me. I wanted to learn drums when I was a teen, but we are not filthy rich and drum set is costly.. so now I wanted to try Ukelele... I was listening and watching a lot of you tube videos about it.
I just hope and pray I can find some hobby I will be passionate about and will continue working on it through and through... coz starting something and leaving it hanging is not a good thing to do..
I want to change that habit of mine..
Just my thoughts..
ciao!
I don't know how to explain it, but I have that habit of trying out a hobby, starting it, being soooo into it, then due to unforseen circumstances or due to another interest, I just stopped, and leave it all behind. Hah! Soo hard to express it, let me just give you an example... I tried to do scrap booking when I was still single.. good thing I was able to at least finish a scrapbook of me and my then boyfriend (now husband) and gave it as a gift for our anniversary.. I promise to put some more photos after, but then I stopped. Fast forward to me having my first kid, here I go again, creating a scrap book, finishing half of it, then stopping. I don't know.. maybe I get too engage in other things, kdrama, american series or whatever.
I also tried, planning, personal planner, kikki k stickers etcetera, wasted loads of money but then stopped, when I moved here in Melby. I wanted to try it again, but now I'm back into blogging. I spent money too in make up for I wanted to try to become a free lance makeup artist... then again, same thing happens...
This time, I wanted to try to do something I love and I can continue to work on.. I wanted to find my passion. I am now thinking of a musical instrument I can study that would be suitable for me. I wanted to learn drums when I was a teen, but we are not filthy rich and drum set is costly.. so now I wanted to try Ukelele... I was listening and watching a lot of you tube videos about it.
I just hope and pray I can find some hobby I will be passionate about and will continue working on it through and through... coz starting something and leaving it hanging is not a good thing to do..
I want to change that habit of mine..
Just my thoughts..
ciao!
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