Just cry it out

I don't know what to pray.. What to say to God.. He knows my heart.. He knows my pain, my suffering, my disappointment.. He knows how crushed we are... Emotionally, spiritually... Yet we can never ask WHY... We just have to either.. Turn back.. Or move forward and continuously trust Him.. Eventhough I feel that He took away the last straw we've had for our family's breakthrough.. The last hope we've had is shattered just like that... Waiting for soo long yet getting nowhere.. I just want to cry it out.. I can't do anything about it.. We can continue to fight but we have no resources left.. We'll just end up borrowing money again and again..I just felt devastated.. It is sooo hard to let go, move on.. And to cont to trust.. Its sooo hard.. 

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