Happiness..

How would you define happiness?  Is it when you've got everything you need? Money? Fame? Power? I guess it depends on how people look at it. But for me, it is a state where your situation is not the best but you feel the Joy in your heart, thanks be to God.

I am not at the best shape, situation and status right now, but I find contentment and happiness with my family. Everytime I see my first son my second son, my husband and my bunso (boy again hehehe) I feel so happy and overjoyed. We've got the worst situation financially, but we get by every month, thanks to loans and other resources that helped us out. Often times I feel frustrated and down and the worries of life ate me alive but then I can still sleep in peace and can feel the joy amidst this trials and testing. I have my God, my Lord Jesus to thank that our health and protection is always His number 1 blessings to me and my family.

I am not saying that I am always smiling, happy, glad and worry-free, I just feel so contented, at peace and joyful despite of the situation I am in. I am sooo much inlove with the boys in my life. I always wanted to get home early to see them, I miss them everyday even if I see them at home.

I just hope and pray that my dream of becoming a full time wife will be granted, God willing..

I am excited to see the new little man that'll be added to my bunch of handsome princes. I never imagined I'll be living a queen my entire life with only the men in my life to share my joy.

Thank you Lord God, despite of my disobedience, my stubbornness you never let me go, through it all. Please be with me and my family! I wanted to see them grow up with God fearing heart, I wanted to be a mother, and a wife You wanted me to be, change my heart, my impatient, my doubtful heart and make it anew. Thanks for the love Lord God!

Thanks for giving me an opportunity to become a mother, a wife and a daughter...

Blessings and favor to all of us!