we're feeling it

Last night me and my hubby suddenly realized that we're reaching the end of the string... I was happy earlier that day because my UD 15th anniversary palette is already delivered. I ordered that not knowing, my hubby would lose his bread and butter. Anyways, then we realize that 15th is the day we need to pay our monthly rental for our room, and the school fees for corbin and my loan and a whole lot more. It's kinda getting into our system that we need to worry.. worry.. that's one thing I often do that I tried to remove from my way of living. I am learning to entrust everything to God. But when these bills keeps coming right at your face, its a struggle not to think about it and to worry about tomorrow. Good thing we were able to divert our worried faces to the funny storry we are watching.. it's the korean drama Secret Garden that I think I've watched it 3 times already. I am happy watching it with my hubby who never really liked watching korean drama or any sorts of drama. Watching this series makes us happy, although at the back of our minds...  I know, we're both thinking we have a lot of things to settle. Right now I can say we are walking through the valley of the shadow of death, the tremors of losing money day by day and worrying what my family back in the Philippines are eating is really creeping into my brain, but I keep withdrawing it by praying. I am praying that Jesus would provide the provisions we need specially for my hubby. Time and time again we've been having all sorts of storm in our lives.. I hope we can handle this one.. God carry us... i wanted to walk fearlessly in the valley of the shadow of death... so help me God