Pressed down

Pressed down.. I was browsing over my tumblr account and saw this cute bean bag that looks like a tired cat, lying on the floor, looking tired and weak. I suddenly realize I was feeling that way too. I think not just me but me and my hubby. We're kinda pressed down with a big solid rock weighing us down, and we keep struggling to get up but because the rock is to heavy we're pressed down on the ground.  We've been struggling.. for years and years now... financially. There are times that seems to be ok.. but most of the time its not. Since the day I gave birth to my son, up to now, it seems like a never ending struggle for us. At times it is bearable but there are times its too heavy. I am still thankful that the Lord is there to give us strength. Right now, another problem hits us. I do not know what the Lord wants us to learn from these situation but still we have to accept it no matter what. We just have to be thankful that it is just money and not health or anything more valuable. It would be very difficult to cope up with these, since we've got lots of finacial obligations we need to settle and not one of us cannot be without job. I am certain its gonna be hard for us... but I am still hoping for the best. Just like what they say.. when you're down... there is no where else to go but up... and we will patiently wait for that time to come...

"Wait for the Lord; Be strong, and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord" Psalm 27:14

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