tHiNkiN' oUt LoUd

During the time I was growing up, I don't really have a "kababata" I guess I've got neighbors but I seldom play with them for I rarely go out, so I only have friends at school and my so called "kababata".... my cousins....our age gap ranges from 1 to 2 years. The eldest is ate Abby, next is ate Kari ( before its karen) then ate Pia, me and our youngest that time... Twinkle. Ate Abby and ate Pia are the reserved ones lalo na si te Abby, she could pass for an audition to be a drama princess that time, sa sobrang babaw ng luha nya, its easy for her to break into tears. Ate Kari at ako ang mga harungas... or magugulo, in a sense that we are the boyish among them, our trips are a bit different than that of my other two cousins I've mentioned. Twinkle is the flexible one, she can either go with us or with te abby's kung sa teks ang tawag sa kanya ay "panabla" to make it balance.They are the ones I called my "kababata". Magkakapatid ang

i fight, i cried, i lived, i loved, i lost ive moved on... seasons come and go.. day hastens by.... sun will set but it will still rise.. life ain't easy...that's the beauty of it.... things are not always what you want them to be.... if it does then it gets boring..tough times will come your way...what matters is you've learned along the way... hurt, and sorrow makes people a better person... no one lives forever and nothing is permanent in this world except change....

Out of boredom, I tried to check out some oldies but goodies photos... it brings back the memories I've had with my friends.. been missing them.. seabreeze getaway with the elite-prodigy HelloCorp peepz.. MSN TEK- almost goodbye na CONVERGYS WAVE 6 CVG Operations: SBS Yahoo almost end of shift whapak reunion at tiendesitas my college buddies our trip to Laiya batangas.. Training- wave 1b of siemens (toshiba) Wave 1- SIEMENS Christmas party with my two best buds @ jhongs wedding

I've checked my mail and decided to sign in to my yahoo messenger, I've had some offline messages from friends and relatives.. what really caught my attention is the news coming from my ate pia.. she's pregnant already 4 weeks!! what a great news for her I know she's really excited about it.. another blessing from the Lord after a very solemn and beautiful wedding ceremony last month now another news about pregnancy.. I guess its really easy for us to get preggy.. its on our genes... Time flies...before when I'm talking to my cousins which is also my "kababata" we often talked about school topics, classmates, side comments about our buting neighbors and some kiddie stuff, but right now all we can talk about is family, problems and alot more serious things.. I really miss being a kid... its less complicated.. Right now im here in my room same old boring day waiting for my housemates to arrive and for my hubby too.. im such a bummer... I'm not used to no

Same old boring day here at singapore.... I do some laundry and tried uploading photos on my picture trail...I am unable to completely jot down all the details of what's happening in my life on this blog...I can't say I am a new blogger, I've started creating this online thingy way back 2003 but it really bores me to write everything I 've experienced so I use blogs just to think out loud about my thoughts, how I feel and what I really wanted to say so I would say that would mean I seldom post entries, I have a 360, a friendster blog and multiply and now this one.. I don't know what has gotten into me but since I become a bummer I don't know how to spend my leisure time so I tried creating another blog of my own, this blog I have here has the same entries I have from friendster and multiply and 360 but I don't usually update all of them. Anyways enough of that, I know it bores you to read stuff like this. What I am feeling right now, I can't explain. One

Theres no more waiting Holding out for love You are my godsend That I have been forever dreaming of My angel from above Heaven knows Im head over heels and it shows Ive played every field I suppose But theres something about you When you're around Baby I have found I get lost in you What is this feeling Ive never known before That I should touch you Swearing to surrender ever more Thats what I came here for Heaven knows Im head over heels and it shows Ive played every field I suppose But theres something about you When you're around Baby I have found I get lost in a wonderful daze Lost in your wonderful ways Heaven knows When you're around Baby I have found I get lost Heaven knows Im head over heels and it shows Ive played every field I suppose But theres something about you When you're around Baby I have found I get lost in you

I visited my friendster yesterday and I saw a scanned picture of me and my cousins the last time we've had our out of town summer getaway... I kinda reminisce the days back then.. it was so simple.. yet fun... Iba talaga pag tumatanda na.. life gets complicated... dati naiisip lang namin is paano magpaalam ke mama leng pag punta sa mall at mag plano na magswimming sa character hehehe.. big time na kami ng makalabas kami sa tulong ni papa yoy at ate heidi at nkapunta kme sa pililia.. last time kasama si te kari dito pro sa pic na to wala sya.. . Grabe time flies so fast.. I wish I could turn it back para back to teens and childhood days ulet kami...less problems... more fun...but of course everyone has to grow up and live life... I'm so glad that I've enjoyed those times when I was still a kid because I will never be able to go back to that same day again.. at least I've had the memories with me.. bitter sweet memories of my childhood years...