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I can not promise you that I will not change I can not promise you that I will not have many different moods I cannot promise you that I will not hurt your feelings sometimes I can not promise you that I will not be erratic I can not promise you that I will always be strong I can not promise you that my faults will not showBut -I do promise you that I will always be supportive of you I do promise you that I will share all my thoughts and feelings with you I do promise you that I will give you freedom to be yourself I do promise you that I will understand everything that you do I do promise you that I will be completely honest with you I do promise you that I will laugh and cry with you I do promise you that I will help you achieve all your goals But - most of all I do promise you that I will care for you excerpts from my 360.. for my hal..

Most of the time.. we've questioned God... WHY?? Lord why do I have to feel this pain? Lord why does it always have to be that bad? Lord why do I feel so alone? Why did it happen to me? Why?? I know I don't have the right to question the Lord about the things happening in my life, He is omniscient the all-knowing God, that is why we can't help but ask Why????... People always say "all things happens for a reason ..." we've heard of that several times already but what is the reason?? Is that reason of fate? a reason of one's destiny ??Or God's reason for your life? I am a firm believer that all things fall to it's places... it happens for a reason. But because of the past experiences I have encounter, I realize that it could'nt be of fate or destiny... Yes... God has His plans for everyone, He knows what would happen in your life even before you where born. We know we're fully in control of our own lives, because God gave us "free will&

Sometimes it seems God is not hearing our prayers...or slow in answering them ..We have to remember that God's timetable is not same as our timetable..He has his own calendarHe sees things differently than what we see, He knows better than us..for He knows everything...If you think God seems to be running late.. don't get impatient and run ahead of HImWait for the Lord's timing in everything...being impatient will get you nowhere... In His time he does everything perfectly for us....just put your Trust in God.. The Lord has plans for my life.. but he allowed me to make mistakes to learn from them.. for me to be strong..and to continue to hold on to Him

excerpts from my friendster blog dated march 6, 2007 Sometimes we do things we think is right.. but later on realizes that the outcome of our action could hurt the person we love the most.. our family...too bad we cannot turn back the time.. but I am still hoping that time would heal all wounds no matter how deep it may be.. I know I don't have the right to question God's purpose for me... I just cannot understand why He allows some things to happen … even though He knows my thoughts and heart's desire...I know it's the result of my weak decision.. if there is to blame that would only be me.. I am hurting right now.. it hurts to know that you are the reason why the person you love is experiencing too much pain. I've made plans and set some goals for my future but then something came up and it changes everything for me....some thing big... it hits me hard...that I almost fell on the ground..all the more I think about it the more it hurts me.. I love my family a whole