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It has been a while since I posted something here... November 2008... its already May 2009 almost a year.... hahaha.. i have been very busy with alot of things mostly my family and my work. Im just happy to read through old posts I've created... it makes me remember things I've been through... ciao

It's been a while since I posted a blog entry on my blogspot... have been very busy and I can't find time to fill in all my thoughts online. I found and read this article by Bob Ong from a friend's blog in multiply.. I kinda like it so I want to post it. Ayon kay Bob Ong,>>>> 1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng>> motibo para mahalin ka nya..">>>> 2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng>> iba.">>>> 3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.">>>> 4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.">>>> 5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo>> kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang>> pansinin.">>>> 6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay>> mo.. Dapat luma...

"Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs in my field, since the payment is pure love. " ~Mildred B. Vermont Having time for myself doing the normal things I usually do would be next to impossible. Just like what they said..once you're a mother "normal" is history. Uninterrupted sleep, a long bath and having a long chitchat alone with my husband is a luxury...I may be in my pajamas all day long, messy hair and clothes... and looking fresh and clean would always be an effort for me, I could either be covered with milk spits or drools but I've never been happier! One smile from my little angel would make all the hard part meaningful. I am so blessed He is the reason why I look forward to each day! Waking up with little boy next to me, wide-eyed staring, and smiling every time he wakes ups it really is something to look forward too..... Now I know and understand how my mom feels about me and my siblings. I feel so blessed and loved that...

VS A few friends of mine knows that I have a job offer to work in a hotel in Canada. Its a 2yrs contract and because of that I've decided to get married first. I was about to leave March 22 2007 with my cousin and my Kuya, but it never happened because of my unplanned pregnancy. The news about my pregnancy brought pain and suffering to the ones i love at first... because they are relying on me but God's plans are better the the plans we have for ourselves. Delivering a premature baby is another trial for me and my family, both emotionally and financially, thats one reason why I have rejected for the second time around the offer for me to leave this coming September 29, 2007 bound to Alberta Canada. I know my son struggles to fight for his life during those 2 months he was at the hospital that is why its even harder for me to leave him at an early stages on his life. I know my son needs me more than anyone right now.. so for now goodbye Canada.. I know Canada will always be the...

Cutting my baby's finger nail... I tried it, I am so stupid I almost cut the skin on his tiny finger.. I will never do that again, I'll let his lolie cut his finger nails for him

"Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby... that somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "normal" is history. " Being a mom is more than just stretchmarks and losing your pregnancy weight. It's far more than that. I guess its true that whenever a new baby is born, a new parent's born. August 13, 2007 was the big day because it was the day I get to take my baby home with me after 2 months of going back and forth to the hospital just to visit him. He is still small for his age but I convinced the pediatrician that I can take care of the baby already. With all effort and will power I did. Its true when they say "pag me baby puyatan.." and I've experience that first hand. I'm a hands-on mom to Corby now with the guidance of my mother of course. I never realize that being a mother is such a great task and you'll need to sacrifice a lot of things but at the same time the feeli...