tHiNkiN' oUt LoUd

2012.. im claiming much better year than the roller coaster ride we've had last year... Expecting a blessing and to be able to either wipe or lessen my credits hehehe

Last night I snapped out. I was so frustrated with the way my son is behaving. He was fine for the last 2 weeks I have been taking care of him. The moment his grandfather arrives he went back to his old self. I don't know why but perhaps because he knew that he can control his Lolo.I got fed up I snapped at Corbs and I snapped at my dad. I was soo frustrated I cried so hard and I cried to the Lord to help me get through this, to help me handle this situation. Advises are here and there but its really true that you would never know how hard it is unless you've experienced it. I was sooo mad at myself for feeling that way. Above all this I've seen videos of kids who have autism who are teens now and they are just doing fine. I guess I have to be more positive and more trusting and have more faith to God and to my son. I love you Corbin!