A day before Christmas and my Birthday 2011

Oh Well... its 24th and I've got nothing to do.. but blog...been thinking alot about the Holidays in the Philippines. I miss my cousins and I wanna see Janis ( my niece from my cousin Pia). Other than that.. we've been struggling alot financially and I guess its part of my life now that is why I'm suddenly getting used to it.. but hey I want it to end though... I'm also thinking about my big brother's work issues. I hope everything works out fine with him in God's grace.


It's the first time I guess that I won't give any gifts to my hubby.. but I've got one for my son hehehe... Its ok as long as we're spending it together. Initially planning to fly back to manila but thinking about it.. its double trouble for me.. first my leave is unpaid ( ive consumed all my vacation leave) then I've gotta swipe it with my card.. which adds to my tons of credit card bill I've been wishing to be freed from.

Anyways.. I know there's always a next time.. Hopefully I can visit them in USA or Canada.. if the Lord permits..

Tomorrow is my birthday... everybody's celebrating so nothing special for me... that's something that is not good about having your birthday same as Christmas or New year, coz it doesn't feel like a special day because its already special on its own.. Why am I sulking and ranting here? Waaaah.. erase negativity its Christmas... be happy Apol! hehehe... yes talking out loud again!

Happy Holidays!




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