In dilemma

This is not just a song.. i just hope it is as simple as that. My son has been assessed by a developmental Pediatrician last Saturday.. by Dra Maria Theresa Arranz Lim. She explained to us the urgency of the matter. While Corbin is still three and a half it would be best for him to undergo therapy. It consist of Occupational, Behavioral and Speech therapy. Its ok.. we can try our hard to do our best financially to get him the therapist he needs, the problem is that we need a slot. There is an available slot for a therapist but it is in the Philippines. Its sad because me and my hubby both work in SG and Corbs is always with us, we can't take it if he will go back home without us. I cannot resign because its gonna be a very expensive theraphy all the more I needed the money and at the same time my parents needs me to support them since they dont work. Plus we are paying monthly amortization for our unit. I don't want to think about it anymore... I just hope everything would be better and we can compromise.. Lord help us.. I know its not your will for families to be separated to each other.