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This was the message from yesterday’s Worship service. Psalm 27:14. Waiting in Gods’ perfect time is really a struggle for me. Im an impatient type of person. I am always always praying for alotta patience and time and time again I’m always being tested. Test of patience is also a test of faith to H-I-M. Most often than not, I’m like a bratinella daughter who throws tantrums if my Father didn’t give me what I want at the right time I wanna have it. I know its wrong, but im also a Negastar.. and I hate it. Most of the time.. negative thoughts creeps into my mind if something not good happens. It’s being magnified in my mind threefolds. I guess the enemy is using it for me to doubt and fear him. Once I started this negative thoughts.. im trying to make ammends or remedy my situation which is not right, most ofte

I know how you are feeling right now, I don't wanna add up to how much realization and regrets you've been having lately. I believe the Lord made it happen for you to be able to learn alot of things, about decision making, about His will, about everything there is to learn. I know we've been given a blessing and have let go of it because of dwelling too much on emotions and frustrations. Comfort zone, that is something we have to step out of sometimes. It helps us grow and mature more. We've been asking God for so long for such request.. and at the right time it was given. But emotions gets through. If you're getting hurt doing what you want and what you've wished for, it could be a test of endurance, of how persistent you are to achieve your goal. A test how you can stretch out your knowledge because God knows your limitations and he knows your talents He knows what you CAN and CANNOT do. Anyways its the thing of the past... time to move on and enough of dwelli

People say that time will heal But you know, they just don't feel what you feel Times are hard but God is so good He's never failed you, and He said He never would He see's your tears He fights your fears CHORUS Hold on, help is on the way He said he'd never leave you or forsake you Stay strong Help is on the way He'd said he'd help you Just reach out and take his hand VERSE 2 He knows your heart, He lifts your head He's always close enough to hear every word you said When you're weak, He said He's so much more His arm is long enough to reach you where you are He see's your tears He fights your fears CHORUS 2x Help is on the way 10x

People say that time will heal But you know, they just don't feel what you feel Times are hard but God is so good He's never failed you, and He said He never would He see's your tears He fights your fears CHORUS Hold on, help is on the way He said he'd never leave you or forsake you Stay strong Help is on the way He'd said he'd help you Just reach out and take his hand VERSE 2 He knows your heart, He lifts your head He's always close enough to hear every word you said When you're weak, He said He's so much more His arm is long enough to reach you where you are He see's your tears He fights your fears CHORUS 2x Help is on the way 10x

This is not just a song.. i just hope it is as simple as that. My son has been assessed by a developmental Pediatrician last Saturday.. by Dra Maria Theresa Arranz Lim. She explained to us the urgency of the matter. While Corbin is still three and a half it would be best for him to undergo therapy. It consist of Occupational, Behavioral and Speech therapy. Its ok.. we can try our hard to do our best financially to get him the therapist he needs, the problem is that we need a slot. There is an available slot for a therapist but it is in the Philippines. Its sad because me and my hubby both work in SG and Corbs is always with us, we can't take it if he will go back home without us. I cannot resign because its gonna be a very expensive theraphy all the more I needed the money and at the same time my parents needs me to support them since they dont work. Plus we are paying monthly amortization for our unit. I don't want to think about it anymore... I just hope everything would be b

In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. 1:Thessalonians 5:18 --- its sooooo hard to do specially if you're down...I need strength Lord

Yesterday.. I've heard the news about former sec Angelo Reyes, shot himself. He was supposed to be questioned that day for the senate. For some reason he chicken out or he protected someone that he'd rather just die instead of name dropping a big person behind all this. He wants to protect his family perhaps but then again his family doesn't feel same without it.. it was some selfish reason.. I cannot judge him but all I know is it was wrong move... you cannot do anything in the afterlife... and he should have considered his two children with him... what a drag.. this issue keeps on getting complicated... Lord help the Philippines to recover.. please clean up the government and let right people.. God fearing people lead us...

I was happy that BFF Chris and my Hubby Jun enjoyed the "supposed to be" surprise party. It was because we were sharing FB that my hubby discovered. My BFF Chris is expecting a surprise but good thing they were not aware of what theme it would be... well at least for Chris. I've made an improvise photo booth out of icons ive collected from the net and printed it out on a while A3 paper only. It was a success since everyone loved it. They love the feel of posing for 3 cameras and feeling like a celebrity for just a day! Thank you Lord! Till the next event. Check my FB for photos.

Its the first time in my entire life i've experience this stressful coughing that even causes my migraine to attack. I've had this cough during the time my son is sick. I got it from him but mine is so dry it's painful in the chest when I cough then i tried my best to get the phlegm out but it dont work. I've tried the medicine given by the doctors, drank antibiotics, drank pei pa koa still didn't work. Now im trying this new medicine "Woods" I'm gonna wait and see if it works. It has been a week and a day that I've had this migraine-causing-stressful-dry-cough and I hope it gets better soon... I hate it...