tHiNkiN' oUt LoUd

VS A few friends of mine knows that I have a job offer to work in a hotel in Canada. Its a 2yrs contract and because of that I've decided to get married first. I was about to leave March 22 2007 with my cousin and my Kuya, but it never happened because of my unplanned pregnancy. The news about my pregnancy brought pain and suffering to the ones i love at first... because they are relying on me but God's plans are better the the plans we have for ourselves. Delivering a premature baby is another trial for me and my family, both emotionally and financially, thats one reason why I have rejected for the second time around the offer for me to leave this coming September 29, 2007 bound to Alberta Canada. I know my son struggles to fight for his life during those 2 months he was at the hospital that is why its even harder for me to leave him at an early stages on his life. I know my son needs me more than anyone right now.. so for now goodbye Canada.. I know Canada will always be the

Cutting my baby's finger nail... I tried it, I am so stupid I almost cut the skin on his tiny finger.. I will never do that again, I'll let his lolie cut his finger nails for him